dead and gone

HAHA college library with comfy jacket :D

Today neon (or to me) blue clones walked around college or more specifically the second floor.
Uhgalay.

Returned The Prestige today and rented Sex and the City movie instead.
BUT i have to wait for queen Kay cause she wants to watch it too.

EDIT: i just realise i took the series DVD instead. Oh well we can still watch it.

I went by school today to run some errands and it took pengetua one hour to finish her break.
Sigh.
I saw people marching, Sports day i presume?
GODDD i miss those times.
I felt like an outcast not being in uniform.

Then I saw the afternoon session people walk by me not knowing I ever was ever related to that school.
I saw a pengawas percubaan pressing the switch to the ring the school bell.
She counted to 5 out loud ok.
How cute. :P

May Sun

Felicia sleeping tsk tsk
Just as much as I hate our accounts teacher for not being a good one,
I love her for being so nice to let us talk/eat/er sleep in class.
THATS BECAUSE we 5 finish our work on time every time :)
See we smarties can balance time :D

Lillian with her erhem her bday present from me and er herself.
HAHA.

Toodleydoo!

BTW;
MARCH 31ST!

youve got to be

I feel dramatic right now.
Sometimes i drown myself in non-realistic indulgent movies/series and wonder why my life is so boring. (que to roll eyes)
(Only because i make it boring)
What else could I really expect really.
There is only so much I can achieve.

Today I felt studious so I decline my parent’s offer to go shopping (2nd time for the weekend gasp)
Instead I stayed home alone after church to dutifully do my math's calculas chapters.

Ive been renting DVDs from the college library lately.
Good clear DVDs :D

BTW;
I think Skype is the best thing ever created

EDIT;
Just got news that I have a JPA interview this Thurs which also falls on the day I am having MUFY games where Im playing netball that Ive been looking forward to for ages. :(
I hate all this clashing crap.
I hate I hate I hate.


oh for those who applied and havent had word from JPA, don rely on your emails.
Go to the web and check it out yourself if you got it.

Good luck.

im just a little bit shy, just a little

It took me almost 2 hours just to clear my cupboard where I chuck my junk like paper bags, art untensils, old bags and some miscellaneous others,

I found my 2003 UPSR papers!
and look through my BM questions/answers.

Like question 21;


Nakhoda kapal itu mengarahkan anak-anak kapalnya agar _________ sauh untuk membolehkan mereka naik ke darat.
a) meletakkan
b) melabuhkan
c) menjatuhkan
d) mencampakkan




Even better;
I found an old frame with an old picture!

My gosh i totally forgot this picture ok.



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Seafield's Leo Iu back in.. 2005 (??)
Seems to me that we three go to alot of these sort of stuff together haha.
I remember not really knowing Lynette that time but just took a picture since we were from the same school.

Speaking of, those two accompanied the guys to my residential area again yesterday
but this time we three just sat there and talk for 2 hours till the guard shoo-ed us away.

BTW;
Back to my college reality of horrible stacks of homework.

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march 13 :

Inpromptu um, night.
I was bored, Kay & Lyn were bored, the guys decided to play ball at Kota Kemuning.
So tadaa.

The night ended with me, Lynette, Darren and Han Qi sleeping over at Kay's house at 6am playing Picturenary & Taboo.


I brought my roller blades :P

guys entertaining themselves.

BTW;
Earth Hour tonight peeps!

looseeee me

Charity Night on the 24th March.
It was a really small scale thing and I thought it was a little too under publicised.
But overall the performance was tres tres good!
& I thought the food too (considering cost *cough)
Yes I actually thought the whole thing was reasonably good :)
(but if only there were more people!)

I brought my camera all in the mood for pictures but nope, just a handful.

Hearing the pianist play makes me feel like a failed musician.
I want a good dance floor.
That song is stuck in my head.
Chair stunt. I like.

I am still afraid to come out of this shell.

Kay Choong

Darren

Jasmine, Kay, Lynette

See i told you , lack of pictures.



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EDIT: I was re-reading my post and realise this picture (above) reminded me of this picture!

HOHOHO, 2 years ago :D

Ohh we played Taboo in English class today.
For the whole 1 hour and 15 minutes because Miss Hana thought we had enough torture of writing.
Half the class against half of the other.

Im quite surprised i turn out to be quite good at it!
BUT on the contrary, I made our group lose by an embarrassing 5 marks when we had a tie and they asked me to represent the group.
I.Am.Sorry!
:(



My gosh it feels like a friday night because I am relaxing.
happy sighs.

BTW;
Can you keep up?

lucky im in love

hello from college!
Its so awkward for me to type like this here because im sitting right behind the people watching DVDs so who knows they might wanna take a peek at what im doing and go "oohh".

I am in a super chatty mood now!
Because I just finished my Econs test and im SO relieved its over!

Actually I planned to find a good DVD at the racks and sit down to watch one while waiting for Darren but its filled with people :(

Why am I waiting for him?

Okay let me tell you a long and whiny story you can press the red button on the top right screen now.
I woke up earlier this morning so i could reach earlier to college because lately parking has been really tough.
I reached around 8.45am and found out the parking is full.
I was so pissed okay because before the march intakes i could get a parking before 9.15am.
So..... I had to park near Rock Cafe and it felt sort of deserted.
I quikly jogged/walk fast/paced to college and now i am scared to go back to the car because of fear i might get robbed.
sigh.
i.am.very.paranoid.

So who cares if i have to wait for 2 hours.
O_O

Its the first day of the week I dont feel so tensed up.
Just when i feel like having a good week ahead, its about to end and start a new week of never ending test and exams.
yes I have an English test next week and a Math test the week after.

Right now I shall have a very good weekend.

Will update with pictures when i get home :D

BTW;
There is a post below cause i am double posting.

Gillian Wee

Dear Lillian,

I want to wish you a happy birthday of course. :)

I have virtually, unintentionally, physically known you since we were 5 years old.
this is because we were in the same sunday school.
(yet we only found out about that through a picture when we were 16!)

Yet,
I have mentally, directly known you since we were 13.

You have been an amazing friend to me for 6 long years, although we started off as not being in the same class.
I remember it was basketball during PJ that i started calling you "Gillian".

I know somehow that you are going to do amazing things in the future and that God has every inch of the future planned out nicely for you.


:)


Happy 18th Lillian!
Remember you said today will be the first day you drive after you get your license, and it would be ironic if you died today. (touch wood)
well,.... I have yet to see you in college. hmmmmmmm.

BTW;
:)

circus

Hello there,
I am craving for World Famous Chocolate. Or i really don’t mind going on a ice cream spree since I haven’t tried most flavours.
Gasp 9 days till the 31st!

I am also craving for.. cheese cakes or fair lady for memory sake. (because I haven’t had it in ages)
I am a sweet tooth for deserts.

I think my non-human friend is coming.
I just know it.

Im really feeling the introvertness.
I am but not to that extend!
It is time for change.

Oh good pies, freaking April is coming.


Oh wait, I know what I need,
A big hall fit for thousands,
That (and more) band(s).
No chairs, no tables;
Just a room filled with voices singing in unision in high spirits and faith.

I need to rejuvenate.



Grabbed from Wai Hong's blog :D
Spot......



Han Qi & Darren from way back then.

BTW;
You keep me in circles

Dud

I wished I could protect this part of this.


It’s hard to accept that no matter how much I put effort into this, I somehow get let down.
Is it written that the knots come off eventually?
Maybe how you(plural) perceive it isn’t the way how i want you(plural) to.

I find myself too easily receptive of the intentional/unintentional actions.
I want you(plural) to know it upsets me.
It matters.

I attempt but it’s probably a little too much for you(plural) to receive,
I don’t but you(plural) will not signify it.
I condemn only because I am hurt.

I feel like a rock,
Harden and coarse.
There is this virtual armor I wish you(plural) can take away, because only you(plural) can.

It feels like a battle scar that is not to be wounded.
It cannot be.
& yet it can never be.








what i really mean is
I am sad that you(plural) stopped asking, talking,caring.

no strings attached

On the eve of SPM results we had a yumcha at Melur and some car crazy mania we had because Lynette had to lie down on us & being ourselves we never missed a chance to use the camera :P

I think we are turning the boys into vain pots because now, they are pro posers when the camera whips out.


I am sick. You are sick. Practically everyone is sick.
Is it the weather?
It sort of feels like my throat is itchy and swallon, but im quite excited since I haven’t had sore throat in a long time. HUHUHU.
I use to have flu/cold every month last time but now I haven’t had it for ages.
I hate flu. I prefer coughs.
Prances around.

worms on sticks

I finally got a chance to watch Slumdog Millionaire.
It disappointed me,
I honestly think its too overrated.

Maybe if I watched it before all the admiration and what nots it would have been better.

Sigh.

Curious Case of Benjamin Button beats it alright!

But at least I had good company to watch the movie.

I have a craving for creepes not hot rolls which are total replicas but the initital blue triangle paper thing.
I want I want I want!

Need.To Sleep.


My last minute but very "made-from-the-heart" card.

see how tedious i had to be
!

& then i wrote yuk ma things

& i really did it on the eve of the night before my econs assignment assesment!

ber-beams

BTW;
I miss long deep discussions.

9days eve

We all gathered at Lilly Wee’s house while she was out with Natasha aka the organizer of it all.
We waited for an hour plus!
But while that we watched, The Biggest Loser, camwhore (Lillian i think your church members are wondering how camwhoric your friends are) & filled the cardboard paper with love notes.

oh yeah, she didnt suspect this because it was 9 days before her actual birthday ;)

cardboard card

Rabin, Kay and Lyn

I personally think me and Rachel look alike here!

Still downstairs on self timer

The school friends hid in her room while the church members in her sis’s.
We offed the lights and whispered because news said she was “on the way”.
The door open the first time but it was the sis, she told us she would signal us before she came.
So we on the light, camwhore more and chatted.

Just after self timer group shot the door opened.
We were expecting Caryn (sister) but then came Lillian who started shouting when she saw Rachel first.
We who were equally shocked screamed when we saw her.
Then came more suprises when church members filled the space :)

Food was good but i missed the cake darnit!
But pizza, KFC, tau foo faa and potato salad was good :D

on her bed

THIS PICTURE was taken seconds before she entered.
If only the picture snapped the moment she open the door.
All our faces would have been priceless.
But they still are :D
cheh cheh/

Brenda hugging Lillian

Helium balloons!

Girls

Hugs....

& Kisses for Rabin








Lyn + Kay + me


Rach and Lillian




Han Qi, Rabin & Darren


the photo that i took that jadi :D




Bubble boy!
Joel :D



Mr Wee


Nat the organizer


Some of the church people

I left at 8.45pm to rush for my 9.30pm show, Confessions of a Shopaholic at Cineleisure, Damansara.
I had plans to go, then i decided not to and finally decided to go again, thus the late departure.
But we made it to collect tickets before the 9.15pm dateline!
Since i only had tickets for two, i asked my caddy, Darren to take me.

I do not recommend the show but for curiousity sake, go ahead.
Its a show i would watch on Astro but NOT in the cinema, wasting my money and time.
But since its free, yeah.



& to this boy,
One of the sweetest guys ive known who had come to be a close friend.
Take care in NS and we will DEFINITELY miss you.

take care Han Qi !

BTW;
Try is one of the most complicated 3 letter word ive heard you say.
I wish you didnt have to try to try.
I just wished you didnt have to try.
I wished you knew you dont have to try.
I wished trying wasnt even an option because you should just know-