Typed this this evening but had last minute company :)



I watch this over and over again cause i cant get enough of it :D


I went out with my mom yesterday and it was so freaking packed everywhere!
Its like the whole world decided to go out.
But thats probably true, school holidays and good movies to watch.
I really really REALLY wanted to watch Terminator Salvation and/or Angels and Demons.
But I haven’t had the chance :(

I couldn’t go out in peace with my conscious at the back of my head.
I kept feeling like i had to rush back at study with the fear of not being able to catch up.
Post-exam-trauma.
It happens ALL the time.
Reminded me of SPM when i couldn’t get use to enjoying life without constantly thinking i have to study.

Grey’s Anatomy season 5 episode 22 made me tear happily and i was so overwhelmed with thought.
Good thoughts and maybe bad.

Im trying to save the 2 hour finale episode for my more boring days but i cant stand it!
I shall watch it tonight over a hot cuppa Milo :)

take that

stoned

half past one

Major long post ahead!!


Happy sighs :)

I’ll be free from now till 5th July. Awesomenessssss
The downside on MUFY holidays is that there are only like one or two throughout the year but they’re long, unlike other courses who have LOADS of holidays but only 1 to 2 weeks.

Maths was a little tricky, (fingers cross !) but my “view” was amazing :D
After the exam everyone sort on lingered around the entrance/foyer catching up on lost conversations due to exams and filled with “see you next semester!”.

Dropped Jason and Dic Vinn at Pyramid because i have a car, chehh (inside joke)
and met with the group.
Had Sakae and Felicia was so into the modernization of being able to place your orders with the computer + mouse and the fill-your-own-tea.

(Liana i want pictures!)

Came home and SLEPT.
You have no idea how much energy was contributed to the last few days, i wake up every morning and brush teeth/bathe with my eyes close.
Super panda and cannot open.
Sometimes i look in the mirror and i see a pale dead soul.

It shall come to an end.

**
Last sat was the scholarship ceremony thingay and it was such a dread to wait for 700 plus names to be called.
While the names were being rolled i started to realise how much big a difference another A1 could have given me.
If I hadn’t have gotten B for EST (!!!!) i would have gotten another additional RM10,000.
It sucks how that other A1 contributed to such a painful sum of money.
Still im thankful for 8k.

Wai Hong

Kay and I

I find this really cute!

Me, Pui Li & Felicia

Darren

Lee Li

Nicole!

AUSMATs.
I personally love this shot!

More on my facebook.
Click!

BTW;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST TZE YINNNNN!

shake shake

Just came back from Economics Finals
Everyone sighed caused we thoroughly covered the tougher topics but most the essay questions came out from the beginning area of the syllabus.



Final of the finals tomorrow!
Mathematics.

Im already feeling relieved but i must not take it for granted.

Taking 15before i resume.
2 more papers!
MPH was really really cold must bring jacket.

I have just become super anti social with the exams.
I do not like to talk under stress.

but all of that is about to end !

okay lah i just felt like typing something here.
(although i remember i had something to say)

BTW;
I hope its okay with you(s)

jpa

I have accounts finals tomorrow and im really really nervous!
English was fine today.
One day gone.


***

Im feeling abit dumbfounded by myself now.
Remember i said i didn’t get the JPA scholarship?
Actually i did, without realising.
WTH.

The other day a lady called and my sis passed me the phone (house).
She mumbled something about who she was really quickly i couldn’t catch it in time and ask if/where i was studying.
I told her (honestly) that yes i was, and in Sunway U.C.
She paused, said okay and wanted to hang up.
I quickly stopped her and asked who she was and she said she was from IPT (Institusi Pengajian Tinggi) and wanted to offer me a spot if wasn’t studying yet.
The conversation ended.

I made my own conclusion it was just some nonsense acceptance offer from those local colleges or how my dad received a letter from my school saying i had a full paid STPM fee or those stuff.

Today my mom’s friend called to ask her about the ASEAN scholarship stuff and told my mom that her son had the exact same caller a few weeks ago with the same questions and etc, which was in fact an offer for the local JPA scholarship. Her son hadn’t started college so he was offered the position. -_-

Is it abit stupid that they don’t offer you a spot just because you started college.


People, next time please ask and lie if you have to.

werewolf

while me and darren were taking a study break.
we had an outbreak of webcam madness.
presenting---- episode 1 !


:D


click here for the url

so unfair it cannot detect my face but it appeared merely in micro seconds on darren's!

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32

You shred everything but somehow have the capability to put me together again.

Recently I make myself believe that I am two steps behind you,
Attempting to make it up to you and to me I think i might have gone way ahead, far far ahead.
I need you to sprint after me. For me.


Sorry for my immaturity, silly, childish and selfish being.
More than ever, a reason i need you to hold my vulnerability together.

I still need you to listen to what I am saying, even when im not speaking at all.




Run.

anonymous

My attempt to not know who won failed again!!!!
I entered English class and was already threaten to be told who won.
I was planning to cover my ears or something but they caught me off guard and blurted to me that Kris won.
Although this season im pretty neutral about who wins and i like them both part of me sided Adam Lambert more. Common man, how often do you come across a guy like Adam.
After my finals i shall go on a youtube frenzy of Adam’s performance.

***
On Monday i ended class at 11.30am! cause this whole week our classes are shorten to 1 hour due to the finals the week after next.
We had English Trials exam at 3.30pm later so we went to pink for lunch & Asia Cafe to hang.

Liana kindly gave us the keys to her Swift and rode with her friends.
Felicia drove out of college, Kim drove to AC and i parked. While May Sun just slept.
I think they played like 10 rounds of foosball.
I got lazy after 3 rounds. I still prefer pool.

Felicia

Me & May Sun

Kim

Liana & Kim

BTW;
second best

mindef saf

scheduled post:

I refuse to on my laptop tomorrow not because I am afraid i cant study.
But i really really really (!!!) do not want to know who is the winner on American Idol until i watch it on my own.

Last year I tried so hard to resist hearing/avoiding any possible outcomes that would leak to me knowing the winner but Siew Lee terbocor-ed it. (!!)

I even considered skipping English to watch the 2 hour finale result show!
but must not skip the last English class.


Will update ok!
you know when you have something to update about and the more and more you postpone it the less exciting and enthusiastic you get and you sort of lose the details.
no------

BTW
bring.me.out.

i hope you know..

You manage to suprise me although right here i knew/expected it.
I (tried) chose not to believe.
But still, I wish i had never given that much hope.

17.42 yrs I am still no different.
It shook me a little when mom gave me that remark of how i use to me sensitive regarding this particular issue.
Then i thought, i guess i always have been.

I what to ask you, none in particular;
To how much the extent does it matter/influence/bother you?

Personally, it has taken a big part of me.
Better and worse.

I am expecting so much out of – but shouldn’t i?
Should you let me-

The fifth and on- is just insane for one to endure anymore.

a portion; would be amazing enough, a priority; better.
it is too soon to be forgetting.


Why is it that i mind so much?

BTW;
..what you left me in.

ohhh, ----

Blogging from my sister's laptop currently because i refuse to on my laptop.
Im trying to avoid the temptation to go online instead of doing my work,

Trials on Sat was a bit disappointing.
I was so focused on studying for Econs on Friday i didnt have time to go through Maths.
That Sat, by the time i was done with Econs i was overwhelmed with relief that i took Maths too lightly.
Im so emo i made so mistakes i shouldnt have :(
Good bye to my continuous streak.

This week is the final week of our first semester!
Every day sort of counts to me(knowing how much i take little details to heart).
Despite being able to skip classes this whole week because the lecturer told me they dont take attendance anymore, i still feel like i should go to classes.

Im sorry this is such a short update,
I'll probably update tomorrow since i'll be in college by 8.30am tmr when my class starts at 10.30m. sigh.

and i cant wait for American Idol Finale tomorrow (!!!!!!!!)

BTW;
you took -- ----

out of league

I just realise i havent posted pictures of our March 10th outing.
2 months ago. o-m-g.

I was so lazy i used Picasa to whip everything into place for me!
clickety click to enlarge.


****

I applied for the JPA scholarship recently and even went for the interview for an overseas scholarship.
I actually thought i did pretty well for the interview and had the teeny tiniest confidence to get it, just so i thought i did really well for the interview.
I thought i was fairly equipt even in co-curricular activities. (not gloating)
No i did not get it but i never said i expected to.

They said that they'd only offer 2000 overseas scholarship to the 12000(roughly) students that got called back for the interview.
Fair chance right?

I was disappointed nonetheless but, thought probably another student who got another A1 (or more) better than i did got the spot.
I found out in the papers that even a 14A1 student didnt get the scholarship.



As much as i love Malaysia, sometimes its time like the education system that is so dam bloody unfair.
You really wonder who are those deserving people who actually got the scholarship.
Everything is getting so corrupted and screwed, I don’t see why isn’t it better that we end all this gibberish nonsense, deal with it and put the country together.
All we can really do is study hard to earn a spot overseas and get out of here.

BTW;
I am only ranting with no intention to offend anyone

upisode

A trailer of the movie "Up" coming soon!
this is one of those rare pixar/disney movies i look forward to because i still think the classics are the best.
But this is so cute and hilarious!
Cant wait for it to come up at the end of May.

Make sure you watch the trailer!
You'd surely wanna watch it too.

Honestly i know a handful of people who dont bother opening Youtube videos on blogs (like me heheeee) but its your lost if you dont watch this!

click here because i cant embed it.

wait for minute 1.28 !

BTW;
Squirrel!

yay widget

BTW;
Check out the really cool/cute widget at the side!

blank pages

I am very exhausted with all this waking up early and the need to keep awake while driving in jams and back from the hot heat.

My trials/more test are this week.

Thurs : Accounts
Fri : English
Sat : Maths AND Econs. (on a sat!!)




Then one week with (hopefully) no exams.
And then jeng jeng jeng, our Finals.
Its suppose to be from 22 May till 12 June.
But my time table was so neatly nicely done my exams are from 25May till 28May.
4days.
So my term break would be from 28May till 5July!

The good thing is i get to finish earlier.
The bad thing is i don’t have in-between study days unlike the science students or other people.
But happy enough.


Right now im really happy that im gliding by smoothly.
I know there would be a day where my streak stops but im keeping my fingers cross, trust and lots of hope ! (and hardwork)
Just another few weeks.

BTW;
"So you where the one who --- ------- !"
:D

you

Hello there,
Its so fast its already a Sunday. :\

I felt emo that i would be spending the weekend lonely at home because my parents went to Singapore to fetch my sis back.
I didn’t want to go cause i didn’t want to endure the 5/6 hours drive and waste my time, instead i could stay home, catch up on sleep and study for finals in 2 weeks.
Still i felt sad i didn’t get to go out cause every weekend i go out with my parents.

SOOOOOO,
In the end,I tagged along with Darren, Kay and their other Ausmat friends to go OU and celebrate their friend’s birthday, who I briefly met once.
It wasn’t totally awkward cause everyone was friendly and the whole table was filled with people that partially didn’t know each other.
For all they know, they could have thought i was in Ausmat too.

Spent Saturday home alone watching Atonement and then Darren took me out for dinner & then we and a few others met up with Han Qi! Who is back from NS for semester break.
Kay was suppose to overnight to teman me cause i am too paranoid to stay home alone.
It was near 1am by the time Darren took us back to my place so in the end he slept over too.
We ended up watching “The Notebook” (thank you Felicia :D) till 4am.

Not bad lah, not such a lonely weekend :P
Family is coming back soon and cant wait to wish mom Happy Mother’s Day :)



from various people using my camera

zipp zipp

I changed my blog font to this boring one because apparently alot of people cant see the previous pretty font.

I didn’t know how shitty it looked till i saw it through Kay’s laptop that day.
Sigh
Why don’t you guys have Calibri in your computers?!




I don’t know why but i feel like i have a pot of gold waiting for me by the end of this week.
Its not even my birthday.

Im having one of those bad mix good weeks where you everything you wear looks ugly, everything you see looks off, & you don’t have the mood to lift a finger but I am somehow in a positive happy-go-lucky, it will come together mood/aura/feeling.
If you know me, it is very unlike me because I am the grumpy person, the party pooper.


On a much happier note;
Eagle eyed girl A has the exact same bag as I have in a different colour!
This is why we are so cool. Haha.
And also much other things that we share in common.
:)

BTW;
its a pattern already that im stuck with a nine.

i cant get none

Today was probably the most carefree day i had after a while,
Although now i feel a little bit.. guilty.

I came home at 1pm cause class ends at 12.15pm on Mondays yay. (my earliest every week)
Bummed around watching tv till mom came home with lunch and then i tv-ed till i slept.
Woke up grumpily by a phone call and i remember having anger boiling out of me for no apparent reason. Sigh.
Watched 27 Dresses then took a nap again.
(since when have i napped so much?!)

I looked at the clock to see that by the time i did all this all my other fellow classmates had just only finish their lessons in college. Hehehuhaha.

Woke up to eat dinner and here i am. Heh-heh-heh.

I am in the mood for cheese cakes, English tea in pretty cup plus saucer, a cooling sunny morning and a good book.

BTW;
I just realise my Finals are in 20days.

i run

Pui Li & I trying to show off our stickers (if you noticed)

Kim, Pui & me

pictures thanks to Wan Ling and her super nice Sony camera.

Crime Scene Investigation Miami!

falling from the building's ledge

The girl from Kedah was back for the 3 day weekend so we met up to catch up.
So happen I had to find my own dinner cause nobody was home again i happily went to McD’s.
Antisocialness can be a weeeeee bit tiring (and lonely)
See, outcome of nobody taking me/calling me out.
Tsk tsk.

We were almost an hour late (sighs) but t’was ok!
It felt good to talk to people i hardly see.
Its funny that, how much I talk to Xin Yi is almost as much as how much I get to talk to Nicole when we study under the same roof.
Nicole you are too busy.

French fries and chocolate sundae never tasted sooo good.









Ironically,
I dont have a picture of Xin Yi when the sole purpose was to meet up with her.
o_o

BTW;
give my a mountain

-

Today i felt like withdrawing myself from the world.
I felt lazy to go out, do anything or even socialize.
Hardly anyone was home today anyway so my speech was probably up to less than 20sentence today.
I barely even touched the phone.
Did my homework, washed my car, dealt with my chores.
If it wasn’t for dinner I would never had left the house.

I laid down on the sofa in my second living room corner (away from the tv living room) and closed my eyes half sleeping but fully aware of what was going on, just because there was nothing better/left to do.

I like keeping myself busy and filled with workload when im that lifeless.


Sometimes,
Im antisocial like that.

BTW;
Sorry i missed your birthday party dinner Pui Li. :\
Not because of my antisocial day.
i had transport difficulties.

move

scheduled post:

Happy May 1st people.
Im quite glad May is here, not sure why though but im anticipating it to be a fairly good month. :)

I slept over at Kay’s but dozed off early.
Lack of sleep so tomorrow I can finally compensate my late nights.

I am also in need to catch up on lost series!




Speaking of,

I was anticipating X-Men Origins : Wolverine for a long long time.
I love X-Men ever since i watched it.
I hate Spiderman & Superman or even worse Ultraman.
I still remember i loved Rogue cause i thought she was pretty and had a crush on Ice Man. Hehehuhaha.

Anyway i really enjoyed the movie and wouldn’t mind going again for the second time.
Its probably one of the best movies ive watched in the cinema’s in a while.

I wouldn’t want to bring ya’ll ‘s hopes up cause i like it based on personal interest.

I also cant wait for the latest Terminator movie to come out!
cause the previous one sucked.



to sidetrack abit;
I went to college today (thurs) and there was this booth that was promoting this website,
The newest social network like Facebook, Friendster,my space etc.
This time its called Ruumz, pronounced as “rooms”.
We just had to type or name and email and we’d get a free gift.
I got a t-shirt and a phone pouch, okay actually i got 2 phone pouch but i asked the guy nicely if i could trade hehehuhaha. And actually im only allowed to get one item.
Hehehuhaha.

Yeah so check it out, and
Be my ruumate!

BTW;
pink cadillac