if my ♥ was a house

Spent the afternoon listening to Owl City.

and amazing videos made by this person. ( I think its a she)

Ive never felt so impulsive to ever want a CD album ever since my days of Westlife. (pfft)

Yes, for once im determine to save up and find that album !

Checked Speedy and no luck. :(

Another one.

"Flower bloom perfume, all my clothes smell like you cause your favourite shade is navy blue."

:)

BTW;

Just incase you wanted to be a nice friend, I want Owl City's Ocean Eyes. :D

ive got misty eyes as i said farewell

two

Today I listened to the radio only to have the host wake me up when she said, “Tomorrow is the last day of the year”.

I stoned a little because, although I knew we were approaching the end of the year, it didn’t hit me like that.

Well yes 2009 is coming to an end, and I keep hearing/reading people say how much they’ve enjoyed the year and feel the heaviness to leave it behind.
Honestly, I am too. What bugs me is why. I cant seem to put my finger on “why”.
Maybe because Im not done with the year yet.
Yes, maybe. There is so much more things i wished id done.
If you asked if I had a good year?

Maybe half-half.

Anyhoos,
For this part, obviously you need a password.
Ask me, and I just might hand it to you.

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BTW;
27 hours to go

cigarettes

Countdown of 3 days till the new year.
Did we really ever imagine we would end up here?

Ive been having moodswings (urgh benci),
Whereby I wake up in the morning feeling like a cripple and just lay in bed with my bed of thoughts and bury it all by sleeping again.
I usually enjoy waking up to the mornings. Nuuu.

The house gets quite-r these days, with more gloom growing.
Im still praying.

Mmhmm,
Next year brings plenty uncertainties.
Really, in every possible angle.

Sometimes I just have to realise that things are beyond my control and command.
Whatever happened this time around, wasn’t mine to choose.

Random piccas from here and there.

Fake tree at I-City at Klang,

Nice place leaving me with 5 mosquito bites that stayed on for 5 days (and counting).

The view from Nottingham's outdoor cafeteria.

I told you I LITERALLY see palm trees when I look around the campus.

Super opposite from the colleges here.

hmmm, somehow the picture here makes the view a little nicer.

Kay and I, the other day.

Attempting.

If people say that You made a purpose for everything to happen; for a reason,

Then I hope You didn’t forget me.

BTW;

Did you all have a good year?

jack

Just had a home Christmas eve dinner with the family.

Small scale this year.

but good homecook beef, salmon, baked potatos and mashed :)

drank a little alcohol and help my sister finish her portion.

could feel my skin heating up but kept going.

I recently had the urge to drink, so I did, just to satisfy my urge.

Drank a little too much and ended up puking, drinking tea and taking a nap :P

all on Christmas eve. hohoho. Woke up just in time before it was 12am!

What sad countdown would I have if i slept through it :P

Im such a handicap in the drinking section. sad.

Anyhoos,

Happy Christmas everyone :)

BTW;

This could work

back

First : 2008

Second: 2009

First : was it 2007 or 2008??

Second: 2009

into the water

Pot luck at Darren's on the 20th.

Exactly a year after last year's.

More on facebook here.

bleeding

Ive watched this countless of times,
but just today, i saw it a little differently.

well hm, dont let the word hip hop fool you. it is much much more than just that. (!)

Really recommend watching (!)

It almost brought me to tears.

I can never stop.

1228

I know ive been on a long hiatus.

Im losing track of time and I need a little motivation.

I cant seem to get back on.

20 days till finals.

Can I ask for a more horrible time?

BTW;

A friend told me he liked this part of my random fact.

I almost forgot about it, thank you Calvin Chan. :P

Look you are my random fact for today.

9 days till Christmas am Im not in the mood anymore.

Christmas has always been my favourite time of the year.

It still is, but the season has been a little mild lately.

On the better side, 15 days till the new years.

Im only looking forward for a new year.

Fingers cross it still would be how I initially wanted it to be like.

Though, I shall try not to make myself feel like a prune.

Good company is always the best.

In the mood to wash some money down the thrifty market road.

I need a good movie, a flea market, tea hour and you as my best company.

imy

isolation

What are the odds to winning a game of Solitaire?
I wonder, are there any chances that you just cant win and that you just WILL lose?

Ive pathetically thrown myself into a series of Solitaire.
I don’t get why Ive been on such a losing streak.

Is there really a possibility that it is sometimes designed in a way that you just cannot win?

Ive carefully observed and monitored my steps but end up losing either way.

Most of the time I end up realising that Ive made the wrong moves all before I realised again that Ive ruined the whole sequence, everything.

Solitaire has an undo button, reality doesnt.

Are there always winning chances in each hand that Ive yet to realise, or do we just keep losing until we win again.

I refuse to move on until i win that hand, or just keep losing again and again before stop, pause, open the page and try again.

moob

Everything thats been happening doesn’t seem to fit.
To me at least.

What if you cant do what you’re suppose to do, then what?

Funny how none of you are here.
Not even you anymore.

something you know

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i miss you

Secondhand Serenade.

Fall For You.

Its December and Im grateful for all that has happened this year.

The good times.

But im more sorry for the others.

do what you say

• Of my new Starbucks planner &
• The new outlet of Cupcake Chic in Sunway.
• Do not buy Choco-Mint unless you are absolutely crazy in love with mint.
• Tiramisu was delicious :)
• Did you know I love cupcakes?
• Sadly Ive never tried the notorious Wondermilk or Cuppacake before.
• This is how nobody pay attentions to my likings anymore :(
• Anyways-
• So happen bought them on the 4th of December (noticed I sticked Cupcake Chic's logo on my planner) so, Happy Birthday Ivan Koh!
• I would say I bought the cupcakes on the basis to celebrate your birthday
• But I would be lying :D