dont waste your time

Good morning.

Its 8.57am here.

Woke up really early today for the drive back here.

sigh.

Have recently been feeling very carefree as if I have no things to do.

This is not the right time (!!)

Anyhoos, Ive created a new blog link along with a new email address for some time now because no matter how cute and easy to remember "sockss" is, sometimes it just doesnt cut out for formal emails and whatnot.

argh i know how annoying it is for me to keep changing my email/blog link but this is the last !!

i promise.

um, can anyone tell me how to import my contacts from msn to a new one?

I cannot imagine typing 300+ emails all over again (yess this was what I did last time)

As for the blog, its a work in progress but me likes it so far.

Somemore ive already used up 45% of my picture space after just 260 posts in this blog. :|

*shy

Gimme another year and it'll reach a 100%.

Finally got ALL the episode for ALL the seasons of Sex and The City.

Yayy.

Busy busy week ahead

city of lights

the 8 feet Christmas tree,

my favourite blue snowflake ornament,

the blue, white, gold and red theme (we usually do just gold and red)

and the cute star on top.

& we even decorated my piano. :D !

:) :) :)

Excited to be working on this year's Christmas presents (!!)

If all goes well, its going to be the best present I can everrr think of. (or for the moment)

Since when have I ever let ya'll down :D

white

More of Sunway's christmas decos.

I really liked the snowmans, christmas trees and benches.

Pretty pretty pretty.

I was here yesterday and this wasnt there yet.

:) :) :)

Christmas :)

Had a nice day with the mother today.

I have the power of making people like things they see . huhuhu.

Thank you mother for your love (:

BTW;

did you remember the rock !!

cycle

New Moon was alright.
Im abit disappointed but I don’t hate it.
Didnt like the beginning because I felt there were alot of empty and unnecessary scenes that could have been put to better use.
Started to like the build up of the movie but the ending made me go crazy.
What kind of ending is that :( [note: I did not read any Twilight books so I don’t know what was about to happen-which explains the shocked I had]

Overall, dont love it, dont hate it

Walk around aimlessly before heading for bak kut teh!
Then we headed to Snow Flake for desserts huhu.
Bought the best seller for my parents and they like it too.

Lots of picas because we haven’t done this in a while :)

Lynette, Kay, Xin Yi & me.

Nicole missing

hehe Pyramid's mascot.

So hard to take a picture with cause everyone wanted to.

Its been so long since we three actually went out!

all 3 orang also different colleges.

girls

(minus Lillian who ffked :[ )

boys

Zhiji, Han Qi and Darren (minus Daryl that was walking away haha)

Snowflake

& this is a little unrelated but-

dont you just love my vintage baggg :D

(:

namesake

Hello from home once again :)

Supa hectic (and irritating) week but thank God its over and now, we just have to brace ourselves for much more to come :(
We manage to finish our Maths assignment in 2 days ;)
When we were given 2 weeks. :P
3 down! 3 more to go and frankly im much more worried for 2/3 of them.
& we’ll be starting out filming the coming week.
Crossing fingers.

The much anticipated reunion that was scheduled tomorrow is cancelled. :(
Nuuuu. Was so excited!
But to compensate that, we’ll be watching New Moon tomorrow with ALL my favourite people (!)
Do you know how hardly this ever happens.

Had a nice dinner date with my dad today because my mom had her own function.
He took me to eat ribs and potato skin with cheese.
Then we went to walk around a bit with some father daughter talk time and went home.
I am really grateful to have a dad where I can have a date with. :)
Plus he never ever lets me down!!
The other day I was complaining/whining to Darren about how I want to eat garlic naan for weeks and probably months but it NEVER happened.*annoyed
I told my dad one time and he took me out that night itself for supper.
<3

Anyhoos,

its 28 days till Christmas !!

CHRISTMAS TREEE (!!!!)

Ive never felt time past this quickly, ever. Ive barely even noticed it with all the nonsense schedule I have which is having class till mid dec. (outrageous!)

Christmas is one of the things that makes me happy (happiest)

& with everything that has happened, I know Christmas will change it.

Christmas makes me happy :)

BTW;

Grey's Anatomy season 6 episode 9!

ybmh

Why do people lock themselves inside.
Why are we extra nice to people we don’t know.
Why do we care about what people say, even when they don’t know you.
Why do we take things we know we cant loose for granted.
Why do we have to wait until we loose something or someone.

It hurts too much.
but i know better than to tell you.

undone

I like blogspot but sometimes I wish I had the option to seal my post.
Gives me a green pass to completely blah.

Its good to get things off your chest but sometimes you’d just have to know when to contain it for a better day.
Its been too long down this road and we are all questioning our actions.
Timing is (certainly) everything.
I wished Id never took that survey,
I wished Id never answered that call- It is etched so clearly in my head that I remember the exact moment from what I was doing, what I wore, where I was and where I sat down to realise, -there is no turning back.
I cannot tell you enough of how much bad judgements ive commited but yet I am not entirely discouraged because still, some good came out of them.
I have about a little more time to construct the most reasonable solution, but from the way I see it, Id lose both ways.
I cannot tell you what will happen in the future, because it is so subjective.
From what I can tell you, I don’t know how Im going to bear about 156 times of unhappy days.
I know what is at stake here, and thats why I fear, that you’d hate me and Id hate myself too.
None of you have to apologies because one day I might too, and I hope you’d forgive me too.

I take my days with You in my mind, because I believe You are here.
Im reminding myself of the better days after a storm, and I hope this is Your test & I am here to tell You, I still have my faith in You.
I know I havent been the best disciple You want me to be, but I know that You still have a plan for me and the future.



This post has too many I(s).

heba

The end of the year makes me feel as if im on holidays
along with everyone else.
The truth is, im not. So i need to slap myself and focus. :(

Everyone is free and im going out everyday but I feel so emo at the end of the day because I feel guilty :[[[

Hmph

Went lunch with Xin Yi who is back for a few weeks, Nicole who just finished her exams, Lillian, Kay and Han Qi who are all on holiday.
Went for shabu shabu at puchong and I like. Ive been having fondness for steamboats/shabu shabu etc.
Then xy, nic, lilly and I headed for girlie bonding, ice cream and shopping.
Lillian drove because we haven’t had the privilege to sit in her car hehe.
Next up shall be Nicole ! *nudge nudge
Somehow everytime I go out with Lillian she ends up buying something :P
Funny I don’t feel like shopping lately, I am suprise myself.
Girls usually find shopping as a remedy for stress, but I somehow loose the mood for shopping.
The good thing is I get to save money huhu

Went out with Darren, Alex, Kenneth and Lily today and watched Astro Boy.
Hmmmm, I do not recommend it. Haha! That is all I will say.
Tried Korean BBQ where we were all totally clueless of how to eat.
I guess its something like steamboat Korean style.
Shabu shabu best lah.

Rushed back because busy boy has been/still is a very busy busy person.
Sigh, no time for me :[

Despite the lack of attention (hmph!) I am still the best girlfriend because I woke up early today to bake blueberry muffins!

plus i baked them home alone under no supervision.

proud there were no spills or any sort of mess.

Everything went smoooooth. :D

I told him he had to eat them no matter what. (not nice/spoilt)

Thank God they turned out perfectly yummmy. (but not so pretty)

BTW;

I am still in the mood for steamboatttt

when you find love, come back to me

Browsed through my folders and looked at the photos i took throughout the 5days 4 night trip to Sepilok, Sabah with BRATs around a year ago.

I cant believe I was thinking of not going when I got the call.

Super grateful I made the decision to go.

And super grateful for my parents to fish out the expensive expense!

I remember losing any form of connections from anything else back home cause they kept our phones till the final night.

Good move because our hearts were in the trip.

Miss everyone! and especially the photog group ;)

I am too proud of myself for some of the photos :P :P

Goodbye Sabah.

(very 2012 isnt it!!)

very very high

Kg Asam (I think)

Caught 2012 with my mom today and its pretty realistic.

Shall not spoil it for anyone.

I like the people in the cinema :P

very funny, very sporting.

I can bet that on the 21 of December 2012, nobody is gonna go on a flight/cruise whatsoever.

At least I wont HAHA.

BTW;

"..tickle tickle !"

what about now

The rain was so crazy today.
Had to walk back in the rain and shivering like mad.
Im not one to stand cold. Slightly more sensitive than the average person.
It really felt like -18 degrees and by the time I came back my ears were hurting.
Felt like my ear drums were about to explode.
Came back and had a battle with myself on whether or not I should take bath cause, would you get strike by lightning when you bathe?
I wonder.

Havent been doing much with the time constraint I have last weekend.
Didnt get to watch 2012 but from what I heard its not bad.
Hoping to catch it soon and I’ll be expecting lots and lots of thoughts to follow through.

Having a full day tomorrow having class from 9am to 6.30pm tomorrow plus exams.

Gonna be worth it (I hope)


***

It still feels new to me, though it may never be for you.
Its not how I want it to be but you only hear what you want you to hear.
What do you hear-

Not in the mood

Just. Like. You.

Caught the 2nd bus to Tesco because we were being too civilised.
The trick to getting on the first bus is to push your way through haha!

Had KFC for dinner but had a bad reaction to the coleslaw (i think).
Not sure if i could consider it food poisoning but I threw up a little when we got back.

Anyways, shopping for groceries was kinda fun.
For a moment I felt the spur of independence because how often do you see a bunch of teens walking around buying detergents, vegetables and whatnot in a supermarket, not to mention at night! huhu.

Pui Chen and Amy hard at work.
deciding on detergents.

& vegetables

for all 6 of us

Joey, Yann Yi and I were busy wondering around camwhoring :P

Moral Quiz today was crap.
Honestly, there is no point in studying for it in the first place.
Honestly!!

Mom took me back right after and we headed out.
Was really tired from the lack of sleep but I really didnt want to waste my precious weekend.

Had to carry my backpack around cause I couldt leave my laptop in the car.
I looked like I was prepared to go lagoon. huhu.

waiting for the mother

Watching 2012 tomorrow ! (hopefully)
& looking forward for dinner with the familiess (: :)

pop tart

Amy, Joey and I did the stupidest thing ever today.
Its too dangerous to mention what we did here for the fear of having our scholarships being taken away by JPA :P
Definitely funny and stupid .
Our actions only portray how much we actually DO need this scholarship haha !!

The other day I had the unusual mood to be hardworking and cook rice for dinner but was scarred for what would probably last for a semester :(
After all that trouble I went through :(
End up having the most crappy dinner and whenever I think of rice I feel like puking.
Why? Because my canfood didn’t have the top opener and I didn’t have a can opener so I was forced to eat egg with plain rice.
My close friends would know that I HATE eating plain rice.

Have Moral quiz tomorrow and rumours said that its hard :(
I don’t understand why Nottingham makes LAN subjects so hard to pass.
3 test, 1 assignment, 1 report, and 1 presentation all due/taking place within a month, when we could really be at home studying for more worthy things.

Alas, I cant wait to go home tomorrow!

No usual Friday dinner for me huhu. :(

112

Had the most tiring day today of classes from 9am-5pm.
Tiring.
Cooped up in my room now with lots of working waiting for me but I really don’t have the heart to do any of them nowadays. :(

**

Have been feeling extremely detached from everyone and everything lately.
Im grateful for the friends I have here, and back home of course.
But something hasn’t been right.

I don’t usually put this so straight forward and “out there”
I feel alone without being alone.

I suddenly miss family too although I get to see them every week compared to my friends here.
But sometimes seeing them for just 1/2 days and then packing up before you leave again makes it a little harder, because every week I have to wish them goodbye again and again and again up on my window before I see them- again.
I really don’t like saying goodbye, never have and never will.

Everything is just getting overwhelmingly exhausting.

oh,

& i miss you.

huble

The pages I wrote on is just evidently temporary because now I have the validation of what I want.
Though, it is only as valid as you say it is.
Maybe I should call it, conscious.

Don’t leave me astray.

Katie. Non-simple. Complicated.

one more

scheduled:

Rainy afternoon I like.
Hello from the lazy one.

Accounts test was so-so. Not as hard but not as easy either.

A few more tests here and there and rushing to finish up on the heavy loads of assignments before the end of the sem :)

But before that, I have to endure the horrible week of having 6 days of classes this week :(
Will not be coming home till sat.
So i’ll be going to Tesco with all the hostel people, Kajang style :P
I believe they are more excited of me going than I am O_O

My friends are so easily amused, especially by me.
Just because Im a banana they laugh at every mandarin/canto/hokkien/hakka thing I say.
Im not that bad ok!!
They thought me how to order spicy pan mee and many more. Ahhaha

Speaking of,
Semenyih/Broga has probably the cheapest pan mee ever!
RM 3 for a bowl. Happy happy joy joy.

We went to Broga for pan mee today and the spicy pan mee almost killed my lips and made me sweat more than if i ran 5 rounds around the basketball court.

Watched Time Traveler’s Wife and it was so touching.
I really liked the story line.
Not the average love story (but still is), I like like like.

Hoping to catch 2012 this week.
I actually really feel like watching a war based movie.
Like Pearl Harbour/Black Hawk Down-ish.

edited:

BTW;
im sorry

dancing in the moonlight

huhu theres only so much you can do while you wait for your favourite tv shows to load.

heading out out out out.

yay movie!