Saturday, January 31, 2009

buy me red

Pretty pictures courtesy of the dSLR :)
here's a little summary of what we did today.
Will update more because now im in dilemma!














BTW;
I have 3 patricks in my car :)

Friday, January 30, 2009

ring on my finger



Sorry for the ultra bad picture quality.
I bring my camera out at the most wrong timings. when i dont use it.
and when i do want to use it i dont.


Today I went to OU and initially we wanted to catch a movie but the line was freaking long!
So roaming around was good too.

The day before I joined the 3 guys to watch Underworld.
I've never watched the first two so i was abit clueless lah, but it was okay.
Now to download the first and second!


Everyday has been BUSY.
I've only managed to finish half my homework (before cny started)
and now i have trouble finding time to finish it. (!!!!)
& not to self : i have exams after cny.

Overall things have been fairly fine. there is always room here for more to be filled but no jasmine you cannot have everything.
I will only try.
For now i still have decisions to make and sleep.

its approaching 4am.


BTW;
One more day : one more month.

Monday, January 26, 2009

mooos

Chinese New Year is here !

Been helping around loads in the house. shining every part of the house. no kidding.
And i swear pepper spray is made out of onion juice because cutting them already makes your eyes bleed.

Off to go get ready ;)



I bet i'll have an awesome filled week ;p

Sunday, January 25, 2009

before i go

I realise Im bad at judging and juggling more than one thing at once (certain things)
It seems like a trend that i learn to disappoint myself and everyone else.
No this time Im not thinking too much.

Its so hard to do everything.

Sometimes that is what that pulls me away from the opportunities laid before me.
Should I or should i not.
because my instincts havent been spot on lately.

I wish i could stop and put a hold on one thing so I could do everything.


I need to think.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

shopaholic

double post

I know i posted up these photos before but i cant help but post it again.
sigh miss you guys :(

time to catch up!
this one week break is just what we need :)




only

Long post ahead.



My laptop is feeling er powerdery from God knows what and im suppose to clear my room for cny's sake.
sigh i actually think my room is already freaking neat but that never satisfies my tidy mighty mom :P

im feeling a tad bit driven, to write.
i like reading real stuff, i like it when they dont have to revise it or try to sound like someone or use the thesaures to find the most braniac intelligent words. i like it when they use braniac intelligent words at the right time. i like it when it keeps me guessing. i like to come back and read more of what they have to say. i like looking up to people who are original. frankly i like emo post more than all those crappy bitch fits. (althought once a while those are pretty entertaining)
but of course im just saying of what id like to read lah, i know i can get grumpy and cranky too and start typing nonstop angsty shiz.

random but ive been blogging for years now with this being my third blog.
never once ive gotten sick of it, i find it therapeutic to just blah everything here.
doesnt matter to me really who or how many reads it. actually im quite shy when new people come reading it and you know..
but har-har-har i still put it as my personal message on msn.



went to the airport yesterday to pick my sis up.

1) the airport is always cold it makes you wanna piss every 10 mins. isnt it just wrong when people are sad to go to the airport to say their goodbyes and they're all in this emotional state they still have shiver because its so dam cold! adds to the emotions. and when you do take a piss the toilet has this super power fan blowing at you then you'd start to shiver again.
2) the airport's attepmt to deco the place with cny stuff totally failed with some ugly uneven drappings.

on a more random note;
this guy sitting infront of me at the waiting area kept fidling with his army printed suitcase while constantly talking on the phone. he kept making calls it started to annoy me.i was so bored i wished i could have eaves drop because he was talking pretty loud but i was clueless since i am a banana (hardiharhar). i liked his checkered shirt though. haha

& i always wished (still wishing) my husband was a pilot haha.


okay super long post i should start cleaning my already tidy room. urgh.


BTW;
i like how you roll

Friday, January 23, 2009

stone





my very limited pictures from Freshie's Night yesterday.
Photos credit to Pei Song.

The theme was Retro Techno (sigh)
and we were all too afraid to under or overdress.

I was THIS close to bringing the dSLR but my mom convinced me it wouldnt be practical. & she was right because there was dance floor and stuff.

Frankly i was looking forward for the dance floor but I think the choice of music and the lightings were horrible.
Like Felicia said, we could see ourselves dancing so potong haha.
But there were a bunch of guys (suspected drunk haha) that kept pulling me into the middle to jiggy with them and repeatedly ask my name but can never seem to remember it. They were the cutest things :P
They'd probably forgot my name again when they're sober.

Overall i think it was better than what i expected, probably a majority would think it was a waste of time but suprisingly i had fun. Met loads of new friends and very suprisingly mostly from my course but i never knew they were.

heh suddenly I feel like i have limited speech.


BTW;
OMG tomorrow is Saturday omgomgomg :P

Thursday, January 22, 2009

because im sure

photos credit to various people:
























i find it easier to find my place recently,
its not as hard as i imagined or feared. things are shaping into perspective and i can say im more clear of what i want. (that)
recently i learnt things get simpler and better. just stop wait and hum a little.
sitting on the second row bench alone is actually somewhat comforting. i imagine next time will only get better. hopefully, but i learnt not to expect so much. although im sure i wont be let down.
smile

i need to learn not to think and scan.
i need to learn how to skim. (no im not talking about english)
i irritate myself when i think of whats beneath the surface (toomuch toomuch)
you told me once i shouldnt think, just do.
it was funny i heard the same exact line a few days ago in a movie (saying it cheesily) and thought of you of all the things you said.

I feel silly for questioning long ago when i had to impulsively and stupidly ask and mention what ifs. there is no what if anymore because there is only definite answers to this. smiles again.


i like making you think.

BTW;
14 day theory.
make it.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

2 love

Random things;

A little update,
Ive been very exhausted lately,
Sometimes i just on the comp, leave it, do my stuff and off it in the end without even touching it.
I get tired easily nowdays, I find myself falling asleep in the car or watching tv.

I’ve been feeling extremely compulsive lately (!!!!)
Not good but ah. (?)
Im trying to withdraw it but someone says I should reserve it for next week,
And that i will.

I’ve been driving to college alone lately. & i will be doing it quite often.
And let me tell you the jam is so crazy. Im alright with the jam actually, I dont mind squeezing in from bumper to bumper but the thought of being late for class is scary, except for the days i have to leave early.
& another thing is the parking! The parking lot is so darn tiny I still wonder what am i going to do if i end up without a parking.
Suggestions? Dont mention parking outside campus near the food court because Im afraid to walk a distance alone.

Im so happy its going to be cny holidays next week,
Not that i hate college or anything, im actually getting better suited and slowly getting more acquainted, but a whole week of being around family is going to feel good.
I havent seen the extended relatives for a year.

And besides, NS people are coming back yo!

BTW;
Daily dose of stalking.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

personal



Today i disappointed you and myself.
Sorry doesnt cut for it.
But i know you'll still be right here.
Im grateful.

Everytime I hear people speak of you and how overjoyed they are,
I am too but not to a certain extend which I used to feel, washing over me.
I miss it, I miss you.
Please dont go too far.



BTW;
bye

these words







We need to think.

Friday, January 16, 2009

bird over mount



Today i missed it.


Friday used to be the most relaxing day for me because i get to go home at 12.30pm.
Of all the days of the week now, Friday is the most tiring one for me because i have non stop classes from 8.30am to 2.45pm with zero breaks.
I have to eat lunch in class.

I actually like walking from class to class,
and I like the warmth that runs through your body when you step out of the air conditioned room.
Getting to berjemur under the sun, walk at fast pace to the toilet or catch up with a friend all within 5 minutes. (because I like getting nice seats in class)

Jean says its okay because the thought of “the weekend” makes me feel like getting the day over with. Yes yes!

Today i met more people.
Ah the joy of finally meeting someone who is somewhat a banana.


Cny is just in a week plus time.
Is it the year of the cow or the rat im confused.
But its going to be SO good to see all relatives,
And yes the food! And the games, the pineapple tarts and cookies.
The mahjong (huhu)


And of course
Youuu youu youuuuuuu


BTW;
One week please.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

your caller id

Another pile of photos from Sabah.
I miss dearly.


Thank you Stanley


The people in video group.
Jirwan's piece of hardwork


our campsite!


my tent and mates :)


girls with their creative creation
to be given to the family staying there as a Hari Raya Haji gift :D


Each group had a cooking session and i personally think my group was the funniest!





a must watch video here;
each group had to prepare a local dish and think of their own recipe.
We did it spontaneously, and it actually tasted good :D





Link here

Watch out for the me (!!) and the hilarious ending.




part of our workspace till past midnight.
busy busy table


Labuk B & B pretty trail i never got to walk by O_O


Phynaz! my camho partner last camp and occasionally this :)


Sandra and Jirwan in the background



Phynaz again


Wan Hong


Kel Vin



Joye & Phynaz,
Penang BRATs


Justin


Alyssa


Jen & Cheryl


Boon Hoe


Ian


Stanley


Dhinesh



Mei Chin!


Photog group :)









Emily


Print people








Adrian


Michee!


Mel :)





Louiseeee


Esther, cheerleader captain plus head prefect!


Ester & Jirwan


Muz


Room mate + Tent mates


Sue Ann!


My prize for receiving "Most bitten by insect BRAT" award


The awesome Rhythm people :)


We pratically conquered half the aeroplane :D


Jeremy


Kel Vin


with the glamour girls :D
fab fab fab!



Sonia's bug eyes



BTW;
5 minutes a day :)