Tiring.
Cooped up in my room now with lots of working waiting for me but I really don’t have the heart to do any of them nowadays. :(
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Have been feeling extremely detached from everyone and everything lately.
Im grateful for the friends I have here, and back home of course.
But something hasn’t been right.
I don’t usually put this so straight forward and “out there”
I feel alone without being alone.
I suddenly miss family too although I get to see them every week compared to my friends here.
But sometimes seeing them for just 1/2 days and then packing up before you leave again makes it a little harder, because every week I have to wish them goodbye again and again and again up on my window before I see them- again.
I really don’t like saying goodbye, never have and never will.
Everything is just getting overwhelmingly exhausting.
Have been feeling extremely detached from everyone and everything lately.
Im grateful for the friends I have here, and back home of course.
But something hasn’t been right.
I don’t usually put this so straight forward and “out there”
I feel alone without being alone.
I suddenly miss family too although I get to see them every week compared to my friends here.
But sometimes seeing them for just 1/2 days and then packing up before you leave again makes it a little harder, because every week I have to wish them goodbye again and again and again up on my window before I see them- again.
I really don’t like saying goodbye, never have and never will.
Everything is just getting overwhelmingly exhausting.
oh,
& i miss you.
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