bleeding

Ive watched this countless of times,
but just today, i saw it a little differently.

well hm, dont let the word hip hop fool you. it is much much more than just that. (!)

Really recommend watching (!)

It almost brought me to tears.

I can never stop.

1228

I know ive been on a long hiatus.

Im losing track of time and I need a little motivation.

I cant seem to get back on.

20 days till finals.

Can I ask for a more horrible time?

BTW;

A friend told me he liked this part of my random fact.

I almost forgot about it, thank you Calvin Chan. :P

Look you are my random fact for today.

9 days till Christmas am Im not in the mood anymore.

Christmas has always been my favourite time of the year.

It still is, but the season has been a little mild lately.

On the better side, 15 days till the new years.

Im only looking forward for a new year.

Fingers cross it still would be how I initially wanted it to be like.

Though, I shall try not to make myself feel like a prune.

Good company is always the best.

In the mood to wash some money down the thrifty market road.

I need a good movie, a flea market, tea hour and you as my best company.

imy

isolation

What are the odds to winning a game of Solitaire?
I wonder, are there any chances that you just cant win and that you just WILL lose?

Ive pathetically thrown myself into a series of Solitaire.
I don’t get why Ive been on such a losing streak.

Is there really a possibility that it is sometimes designed in a way that you just cannot win?

Ive carefully observed and monitored my steps but end up losing either way.

Most of the time I end up realising that Ive made the wrong moves all before I realised again that Ive ruined the whole sequence, everything.

Solitaire has an undo button, reality doesnt.

Are there always winning chances in each hand that Ive yet to realise, or do we just keep losing until we win again.

I refuse to move on until i win that hand, or just keep losing again and again before stop, pause, open the page and try again.

moob

Everything thats been happening doesn’t seem to fit.
To me at least.

What if you cant do what you’re suppose to do, then what?

Funny how none of you are here.
Not even you anymore.

something you know

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i miss you

Secondhand Serenade.

Fall For You.

Its December and Im grateful for all that has happened this year.

The good times.

But im more sorry for the others.

do what you say

• Of my new Starbucks planner &
• The new outlet of Cupcake Chic in Sunway.
• Do not buy Choco-Mint unless you are absolutely crazy in love with mint.
• Tiramisu was delicious :)
• Did you know I love cupcakes?
• Sadly Ive never tried the notorious Wondermilk or Cuppacake before.
• This is how nobody pay attentions to my likings anymore :(
• Anyways-
• So happen bought them on the 4th of December (noticed I sticked Cupcake Chic's logo on my planner) so, Happy Birthday Ivan Koh!
• I would say I bought the cupcakes on the basis to celebrate your birthday
• But I would be lying :D